My mind is filled with hurtful
thoughts
And images that tear my mind.
My soul pours with tears and wonder.
I feel a pain and a glory that would only
Be held by the love of my life.
I see him walking a dark lifeless alley
Where memories lie, only to trip him.
He is scared and scraped and bleeds of pride.
He wears all black so the light will not harm him.
He carries a hate within himself and a
love
For everyone else.
He gives his life to the one who already has it,
And steals it from the one who never did.
He is honored by the naked monkeys
that
Try so hard to hitch a ride.
And the evil spirits that haunt his past
Carry a tired black sheet that blinds him of
His future and robs him of his trust.
He never stops to wonder what's
knocking
Behind the thick wooden fence that binds him
In this dark alley, because he takes for granted
His Saviors.
He feels burdened by the golden sweet
angels that
Hang over his head.
He tries to sleep in his two-faced coffin
But there is no rest for the wicked.
He staggers around aimlessly in his mind,
Wondering why he was born and why he is still
living.
He gets so thirsty but refuses to
drink
The blood showering down from Jesus' thorns.
But yet he still loves.
He is pain and glory.